Reflections of a Skyline.

& I want to play hide & seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, & massage your neck, & kiss your face, & hold your hand & go for a walk. not mind when you eat my food, & meet you at rudy's & talk about the day - talk about your day & laugh at your - your paranoia. I give you tapes you don't listen to, watch great films - watch terrible films. & tell you about the tv program I saw the night before & not laugh at your jokes. want you in the morning, but let you sleep in for a while. tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck, your tits, your ass. sit on the steps smoking 'till your neighbors come home. sit on the steps smoking 'till you come home. & worry when you're late, & be amazed when you're early. I'd give you sunflowers & go to your party & dance. be sorry when I'm worry & happy when you forgive me. look at your photos & wish I'd known you forever. hearing your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin. & get scared when you're angry. I tell you your gorgeous. & hold you when you're anxious & hold you when you hurt & want you when I smell you & offend you whenI touch you & whimper when I'm next to you. whimper when I'm not. dribble on your breats. smother you in the night & get cold when you take the blanket & hot when you don't. melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh. but not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you. & wonder how you could ever think I'm rejecting you. & wonder who you are. but I accept you anyway. & tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the whole ocean because he loved you. I'd buy you presents you don't want & take them away again. & ask you to marry me & you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. its empty without you but I want what you want & think I'm losing myself. but I'll tell you the worst of me but try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less. answer your questions when I'd rather not. & tell you the truth when I really don't want to. & try to be honest because I know you prefer it. & you think its all over but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life. forget who I am & let me try & get closer to you. & somehow - somehow communicate some of the over-whelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love I have for you.